I woke up really early these days.
Maybe it's because i slept too much.
And I don't want to think about anything when i reach home.
It's been a tiring day for me.
A hectic week to be exact.


Thanks to the fucked up timetable.
It was all messed up.
When i reached college, i went to the Bulletin Board.
Where SSH student's timetable will be announces.
But it was crowded by people.


The weather is hot and I can just stand there with some of my friends.
Waiting our turn to copy and see our group and time.
Everyone were pushing here and there.
I saw a few of my old friends.
It's great to bump into them once in a while.


I skipped the 1st day of my lecture.
It was because i knew there won't be any lecture on that day.
The lecture start at 4 until 5 p.m and you expect me to wait ?
I went to LRT station after i got confirmation by my friend.
The lecturer won't be coming and i was right.


It was still early and i went to Times Square.
I was hungry and wanted to eat something.
So i asked Alastair to have lunch with me.
But his fucked up phone wouldn't function,
and that caused me to wandered around S.Wang searching for him.


Time flies by.
One hour has gone.
And the dude called me and asked me where am i.
I was so fucking moody and went to Time Square.
He apologized to me and i accepted it.
It wasn't his fault anyway.


What i thought at that time was I already in Time Square,
and what should i do ?
So i went to the cinema and bought a ticket movie.
Night At The Museum 2.
I heard a lot of people say it was a nice and funny movie.
Yes it is !


But this is the first time i felt aslept in the cinema.
Seriously. First time. And i ain't feel good about it.
I was tired and i couldn't help it.
Anyway i had watched most of the funny part.
So i don't feel like missing anything haha.


I went home after the movie.
I just couldn't wait for Alastair.
I can't open my eyes at all.
So he called me to say have some drinks next time.
So i was like yea sure.


So, today is my first lecture class.
But the lecturer messed up his own timetable and didn't come.
But the course rep asked us to stay and wait for further confirmation.
He went to the office and came back to tell us we had to go to the other block.
Man, it was so freaking far..


As soon as we reached, we find our own seat.
And the lectured came to the hall.
He was quite young.
His name are Mr.Chong.
Quite funny as he was chewing gum while talking to us.
He told us not to call him uncle haha.


All of us can heard his gum chewing sound.
It was quite gross with the ngek ngek ngek sound.
But luckily he's not strict and tough.
And that makes him more friendly and likeable.
And the lecture last for less than an hour i think.


He told us to download certain software and buy stuff like,
Scrap Book etc. etc. etc.
And we have to make a group.
I was like shit !
I don't know who to find to make a group.
sigh*


I got some new friends there.
But it was complicated and i don't know how to say.
The topic and all the stuff they said none of it suits me.
I don't have any topic or stuff to say to them.
I feel so weird and empty at the same time.




"it's not always rainbows and butterflies"

The 1st and 2nd day of Orientation was kinda fun.
Eventhough we had to queue up under the hot sun.
It's really bored when you got no friend there.
Yea, you get what i meant.
It was kinda 'fun' >____>


Couple of girls went to me and ask for the directions to the hall.
I was blur at the time and don't really know where the place is.
So, we sama sama blur @__@
But luckily we got the right direction and had been told to queue up at the hall.
=3 fuh*


As we walked to the hall, we introduced ourselves.
The girl came from Sarawak and another is from Johor.
And they knew how to listen Cantonese and speak fluently.
At that time i was wondering why Reno sucks at Cantonese.
tsk tsk tsk*


Both of them were taking Multimedia Design in Diploma.
I was so envy of them because i wanted to take Multimedia Design as my courses.
Hopefully I'll get my chance next year.
But we got separated when boys have to be in boy's queue,
and girls in girl's queue.
So, yea...


When we're in the hall, it was so fucking boring.
You really wanted to get up and and go out to another places.
Cuz the speech was bored and lots of bla bla bla.
Especially Ong Ka Ting.
Eventhough what he said is meaningful but he's like reading the whole article to us.


And i thought it was funny cuz his face reminds me of Onn Kam Seong.
I almost burst out laughing when the Broadcasting crew zoom his face to the big screen.
I apologize for my rudeness but at that moment, you really don't have anything to do
except to fall asleep or accidently think of something to make yourself energetic.
= )


As for the 2nd day, i woke up really early.
I woke up at 4 something o_o
And i couldn't get back to sleep after that.
It was weird cuz it's rarely happen to me.
I thought a lot of things at that time.
sigh*


I went to LRT station quite early.
As i was sitting down, a guy and his friends came to me.
Claimed that he knew me o_o
I was like who are you again ? o_O
He said he recognized me at the Orientation Day.
And we're in the same courses which is Graphic Design.


But he was in Graphic Design of Diploma.
I was like cool.. Ok..
And he added, we got played basketball before too.
And this time i O_O
O RLY ?
He said yea at the court behind my house.


I recognize him a bit but still doubting myself <_____<
Anyway he's a nice guy and we went to college together.
Im not really into the conversation that much.
And he is a blur guy too @_@
He told me he onced get lost at LRT station @_@


I just told him, yea, it happen sometimes.
.................
We went to the Lecture Hall at Block DK D.
And was separated in places cuz he's in Diploma and im in Cert.
It was bored and funny at the same time cuz the senior were wacky and..
i don't know how to say*


Knew some of the students there.
Quite friendly but not too close though.
And i was quiet and don't do much talking.
I realized Indian guy is funny.
There's a joker name Guhan.
He called himself Gohan.
haha*


There is a lot of event and things that happened.
I was just too lazy to write it out.
It wasn't important anyway.
But i can tell Multimedia Design group are more cheerful than us.
And our group looked really dull.
No energy at all.


After the so called lectured completed,
all of us walk on our own.
I went to make the student ID Card with the guy i just met at the LRT Station.
We round almost half of TARC to find the computer lab (CITC)
And we found it ! It was actually near the Admin Block there
and we've been a fool round around the TARC.
sigh*


The queue was long and it took us about 30 to 45 minutes to had our ID Card done.
Really don't have efficiency la !@#$%^&*
We went back on our own but i went to 1U with Reno, Zhi Hong and Kok Hoh.
Zhi hong has to interview for the job while we went to Pizza Hut to eat.
''it's 4 p.m already stomach hungry la'''


And we went to fool around while waiting for Zhi Hong.
Reno is a rich dude.
He can bought an item right when he saw it for not even over 10 minutes.
He bought a Converse shoes.
My favourites.


I just bought a DVD and went home after that.
I fall asleep in the car and when i woke up i thought i already reached home.
No. It's not. It's was a dream.
The truth is don't know why the road are so fucking jam for no reason.
We stucked in the car for 2 hours before safely reached home.
Poor Zhi Hong for driving the car for so many hours.


His leg must be really numb.
Even when i slept my leg got numb too.
laugh*
After couple of hours, i fetch Alastair to 7 Star Villages to have some drinks.
Later on, Yew Joe and his Girlfriends joined us too.
It was fun but tiring for me.


I already tried my best to express more of myself.
I don't know if any of my friends truly know me.
Maybe their not.
I've been moody and unhappy lately.
Sometimes we don't even know why or what course us to be moody.
hmm..
That's all for today.
Nitez Peeps.




"i never felt good enough, so i always took myself out of the game"

The heat.
The pressure.
Couldn't stand it anymore.
All fans do was blowing hot air.
!@#$%^&()*
But luckily it has started to rain recently.


It's a miracle that it rains for two days.
The air feels much softer and fresher.
Not thick and humid like before.
It's been a while since i heard the storm grumbled.
I hope it can rain more often.




"Time passed by really fast"

Just came back from celebrating Mother's Day with my family.
We went to Tsim Tung to celebrate and it's my treat this time.
Quite happy actually. Even my kai gor from PJ came too.
We played the wooden thingy (i forgot what's the name already) while waiting for the food to come.
I took a lot of their pictures cuz they really like to cam-whoring.
swt*
Even my niece followed my sis too O_O
I couldn't imagine what would she be like when she grow up >___>
But i didn't take my mom's picture cuz she don't really like to take picture.
so am i*

ss take 1*

ss take 2*

ss take 3*

cam-whore queen*

my sis: yan yan let's take picture^^
my niece: screw you~

so 'yuk gan'
>.<

Anyway, Happy Mother's Day to my mom !

As we grow older,
it becomes difficult to just believe.
It's not that we dont want to,
but too much has happened that we just can't.
-now and then.


It's hard when you know the truth.
I do hate those feelings that overflow my heart.
but i can't stop it from happening.
Those unwanted feelings.
Hope it will be gone as time passed by.



"why make it strong to break it once again"

An ordinary day like any other day.
Slept at 6 a.m and woke up at 2 p.m.
Finally finished watch E.U.
Don't really like the ending though.
Yau Yau should be with Ah Man.
sigh*


Went to Mc'D with Alastair.
He called me to had some drinks.
Cuz it's been a while since we chat with each other.
As usual, he talked while i'm listening.
It seem that he has problems.


Hmm.
As his friend all i can do is to listen.
Just by listening to his problem is the best cured for him.
Cuz i don't have any advice to give either.
He felt better after told me his problem.
hope ur doing fine*


Went to his house afterward.
To choose some caps that he has.
I took a cap from him since he said he had so many of them.
And he gave me one of the caps.
for FREE !!
wink*


Thanks dude.



"Time heals all wounds"



The cap that he gave me.

There is nothing much to do at home.

I didn't sleep all night long.
Watch drama until sunrise.
It's really hot this few days.

Nah.
I should say it's been a week like this.
..the hell is with the weather ?!
My mom told me there won't be any rain around this month till September.
It is already stated in the newspaper.
damn*

Right after i had my breakfast,
i went back to sleep until 5 pm.
Had a call from Zhi Hong.
He said we're going to Look Out Point at 7 p.m with our PJ friends.
The one who fetched me was Jen Shen.


We reached there at 7 something.
As soon as we reached,
we ordered foods & drinks,
talked nonsense, crapped a lot and talked cock.
Yea, some of them really cracked me up.


Especially Ryan.
The Smoker and The Joker.
When we got there JS asked me if i already watch Wolverine or not ?
I answered yea, i watched already.
Then he Boycott me >__>


But then i had to be honest ma.
If i say no, i haven't watch it,
if we're in the middle of the movie and i accidently tell them "oh yea, later he jump from there and save the hero",
they'll be, (>.<)@=('.' Q)
WHAT ?!
Then i'm doom.
(i dowana get rape by any of them)


Anyway i would like to watch for the second time.
Cuz it's worth it and deserved to be watch for the second time = )
He said they will be going to watch it on Tuesday.
Yea, maybe i'll go watch again.



As for 2nd round,
We went to Steven's Corner.
Cuz the night is still young and we yumcha at there.
Me and Ryan wanna try the Shisha but the dude who manage it went M.I.A
I never try it before so i thought it would be fun haha.
Well.. maybe next time =D



The most quiet person in the group is me.
Maybe i still haven't get used to the group.
I know what they were talking but i just listening all the time.
And zone out a lot of times too.
sigh*


I don't like conflicts.
Which is why i always laugh and smile.
I don't really care what others think about me.
Fuck 'em
But i do care about my friend's feeling.
If they are happy then i'm happy.



"There have been times when i /u had been absolutely sure that i /u was right, only to be proven wrong."



Can't manage to get Jen Shen's and Bobo's photo.
Here are some photo taken by Zhi Hong's Handphone.

me, Zhi Hong, Jared & Reno


Reno, Reno's hometown friend, Zhi Hong & Yee Mun


Yee Mun & Zhi Hong


Jared & Karen


Ryan